MONEY

duit..
seboleh-bolehnya memang taknak serabutkan kepale hotak dgn masalah duit
tapi lepas kahwin ni, kena la memberi buah fikiran yg bernas cmne nak survive,
macam yang aku slalu cakap kat hubby
"my life starts when i'm 20" :)
sebelum ni hidup alhamdulillah senang, my parents cukupkan semuanya.

kahwin masa belajar.
mesti ada dugaan. tambah2 lagi bila hidup kat malaysa,KAN?
JANJI AMAN.
wahaha..

kerja? planning banyak
tambah2 lagi bila anda bernama Raihana, dilahirkan sebagai an awesome talented professional woman,
pressure sentiasa ada
(sila ambik baldi tadah apa yang patut. bahaha..)
tapi, seorang Raihana juga kuat.. berhangat-hangat tahi ayam.
dah., acaner nak tolong pompuan ni 0.o

sekian. tu saja kot. post sekadar suka-suka~

haii

err.. haii..
sekarang tengah dalam proses menyiapkan sesuatu. tunggu.... 
*actually taktau nak tulis apa :p

screw racism! let us live in peace

bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

i am nobody.
i am just a regular girl, living my live in a country named Malaysia.
but i wish to say something,
since this is a FREE country, right? (not sure)
as a young Malaysian generation, I am truly dissapointed with some of the older generation.. 
PRU-13 has marked a new milestone in our political arena.
but.. yadaa yadaa.. the negative side,
it has sparked racism due to its result.

tolonglah orang2 yang lebih matang,
yg lebih banyak makan garam daripada kami,
whoever spark the racism better stop!
curb it before it turned into a giant inferno.
surely these people understand damn well May 13th,1969.

i login to my facebook,
and all i ever saw was major dissapoinment.
e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y.
Muslim, as they called themselves.
University graduates as they called themselves,
but why don't they act like one?

my apology if this post is hurting anyone's feeling in any means possible,
but this is my responsibility.
maybe not to say,but to write my heart.
i love this country.
please stop racism.

long time no see

assalammualaikum,

by the time i write this, many things have changed,
me also have changed..
dont know whether a good shift or bad..
guess sometimes i was afraid with myself..
not a good sign to begin with..

its real.
i have changed.
and i fear what i'm capable of..
one night,
in the middle of the kitchen, when i was cooking,
i felt a wondrous hatred.
hatred to whom? i'm not sure.
just a plain hatred lurking to overpower me.
it happened frequently following that night

the saviour, of course Allah.
i have a religion, a belief, a creed or whatever you might called.
i've tied a knot with Islam and that sets my boundary.
my faculty of reasons- is a great gift from Allah.

mentall illness? nope.
just plain craziness i guess.
or just an immature way of expressing dissatisfaction of life.

family day in PD

pada hari sabtu lepas (mcm biasa,tukang update agak lembab),
kami sekeluarga telah pergi ke Port Dickson,
mengapa?
kerana ada ANGKASA family day. event ni tiap2 tahun kitorang pegi. seumur hidup,baru taun lepas sekali x dpt pegi, tu pun sbb exam T.T
taun ni pulak hanani x dpt join,pun sbb exam jugak.
hmm.. our family recently had experienced an additional and loss of family members. mmg hambar sikitla sbb my beloved dad takde.. al-fatihah...
July 2012, abah pergi menghadap ilahi.
Ogos 2012, I got married. (ibu suruh teruskan plan sbb tu pun harapan abah). i know,lots of people got misunderstood n questioned me this :(
ok,berbalik kpd tajuk di atas. kami berlima- ibu, saya, bambam, timah n tihaani went on a mission:- utk bawak balik hadiah banyak2. hehe..

pagi2 bersiap tros gi ANGKASA and naik bas dr situ. kete tinggal kat opis. seronok naik bas besa ade langsir ni. haha.. jakun gila lama x naik bas. kalau x silap PD area pantai cahaya ape ntah.
maka, apabila sampai sahaja di located site,
kami terusla buat khemah betul2 depan laut, bawah pokok. terbaik la feeling dia. gua paling suka somtam ade akak siam ni buat, makan ngan pulut n daging salai. siyes daging salai paling sedaapp kat dunia. marinated beef dia gilee delicious, sbb tu gua satu family x kesah jln ulang alik amek makanan pastu bwk gi khemah.

pastu kan pastu kan, 
mula2 start ngan aerobik (mcm biasa, veteren2 jer join). timah ngan bambam sambung tido pagi dlm khemah (macam hapee jerr). gua pun yg badan mcm hadek2 ni pegi main sand art. berebut ngan budak2 lain nak letak pasir kat drawing tu.. gua pilih gambar katak, senang nak kaler. adik gua amek gamba lebah,comel gak dia kaler.

dipendekkan cerita, 
tengah buat sand art tu (masa ni timah dah bangun n join skali), acik bedah tarik kitorang sbb x cukup org untuk game lari ikat kaki. gua ingat lagi ckp camni "tapi saya dah tua la", acik bedah balas "takpe,takde sape tau. tolong acik bedah, x cukup org ni". so kitorang pn pegila padang ntok acara remaja 13-17 tahun ni. sampai2 jer acik bedah kata dah cukup org dah,ade pair ni last2 minute masuk. demm -___- aku nak masuk gak.. tp x jadi.
ibu ngan tihaani la penyumbang utama hadiah n cabutan bertuah kitorang dpt voucher AEON. ok la kot. tp hadiah paling best x silap 4 tahun lepas dpt tv 29 inci. hahah.. kembang lobang hidung sumeeee masa tu ^(oo)^

tp ape2 pun, we had a great time together. another sweet moment to be treasured. first time hubby join family day ni walaupn haritu dia banyak tido (disebabkan angin laut yg sgt best).
Insyaallah 7 feb ni kami akan fly ke pulau payar ntok family vacation. kalau rajin gua upload la gamba2. haha.. kbye.